Dream captured Sunday, June 13 early am

SO first thing was I was in a classroom like place, kind like my sons old class room and I was in the back getting ready to get married. But the I was so confused by the guy I was marrying, because he is an old friend from many years ago that is (1. already married, 2. I have zero feelings for him that way now and in my dream 3. he was in a wheel chair, which he doesn't have and the whole time while I was getting ready, I was thinking about how he really isn't the right fit for me. I looked down and on the table there were blue bands and hair clips and for a second I thought, maybe I should grab one so I would have "something blue" for the ensemble that I never did bother looking down to see, BTW. But I didn't the blue things, I left them on the table because I did't think I had the rest of the "traditional" things, didn't have time to look for them (something old, something new, something borrowed and something blue)

The music starts playing and look out but as I'm walking down the isle, I felt a clip in my hair on the left side (an 80's violet colored star clip). As I walk down the red carpeted isle, I remember I'm dreaming and this is a dream and I can do whatever needs to be done without being afraid of the situation. People are not still and im about to walk to the stage part but all the bridesmaids are outside, talking and laughing and its dark on the isle so they can't tell if I'm there or not. So I go to my groom in the wheelchair, outside and ask him why he wants to marry me. He tells me that I know why, why wouldn't he. I know in my heart it isn't the right thing to do. I did not feel this man loved me enough and that we were marring for the wrong reasons.

then the dream changes.

I'm in my old apartment in vegas, only it's not quite my apartment, not really. We had come home after being away for a long time. I start looking around, putting things away I guess and my son is in his room but the placed is wrecked and dark. I'm walking around the house, checking out the condition of the rooms.Then one minute it starts raining in the dining room, so I grab a pot off the stove and place it under the largest spout of water, but the whole room is raining and I see the gray carpet is all soaked. So I leave that room and go back to my son's room where he is playing and my mom is there now laying behind him on his bed. "Mom when did you get here," I asked , but he says she just got back and snuck in. So I leave them in the room when I picked up a box to continue cleaning but I was startled when a small blue headed lizard popped its head out. So I took him and the box outside and let him out safely. When I got back in, I noticed the front door needed my attention. It was a green door, but when I tried to hang right it buckled and the left corner pulled away so I pushed the corner back in and then it rippled, but I couldn't do much more about that, the last thing I remember, is I turned from the door and to my right on the floor was an enormous tangle of wires and trunks neatly bundled into little packs stacked in a massive pile. I woke up frustrated and not feeling peaceful at all. In fact it felt like a terrible dream.

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I think the first part has to do with my job, at a school and I can only guess the second part is about my upcoming return to vegas for a trip. I too will look into some of the symbols.